Current mood:

crappy

Different feelings...
I'm feeling kinda strange at the moment...
Always hate my job, really sick of it. And this hits my health: I'm always tired, sleepy, and my neck hurts. I would really like a massage to ease my pain...Oh, I am so unhappy!
I so wanna go home...
Some people might think that I'm depressed...but I'm not. I have other things that keep my mind busy and make me happy. Like my holiday in Los Angeles...2 months left!!!I'm ready to have so much fun, meet a lot of people and maybe see *HIM*...I'm thinking deeply of him, lately...I have so many questions in my mind. Will he notice me? Will he think I'm pretty? And most: will I have the strenght to ask him out? I can't find an answer to any of them...He's a big star, and me...I'm just a normal girl...If I could see him at that convention in october...I could try to make him notice me at the halloween party...
I also have nasty thoughts, but they'll stay in my mind...LOL
Gotta go back to work